whenever i got into a relationship long enough until i think that marriage is possible, something horrible have to happen...

and guess what...

this happened to my ex too... which kinda leads to our break up...

anyway, my bf's daddy passed away...

i am sad...

he called me at 4.30 in e morning...

it was too early for me to wake up so i didnt pick up e phone...

i woke up later at 7am..

found 1 new message..

"i dun have a father anymore.."

called him... he cried... heard his family crying in the background...

i seriously don't know what to do... what to say... how to react...

anyway... it has been 4days after his dad passed away...

the sad thing is... his eldest sis already got engaged and will be married next year...

he didnt get to see his children get married... see his grandchildren...

and now... my bf is e man in e house...

he have to take care of his family...

far away...

and im here...

doing nothing...

im such a bad girlfriend...

:(